She said Feels Fine

❝ what's your genre? ❞

And last night I spent a lot of time coloring some manga pictures. Mainly because I didn't want to do homework. =_=;; Senioritis is hitting me hard. Buuuut I was expecting it, sooo~ yeah.

First, the manga colorings, and then:  icons. Because I felt like making icons too :]
( Manga colorings [3]Nabari no Ou [3]Shugo Chara! )
Now, for the icons! However few there may be..
( [3]Icons )

How sucky is it that I was expecting more? Of both? But, sadly, I didn't finish and I didn't save the few that I was working on before. Or they all sucked. And it took hours of coloring... for all but Tadase. xD He was simple. Iku and Amu? TOOK FOREVERRRRR for both pictures. And Yoite~<33333 I was scared because finding the DAMN COLOR. And I chose pictures where he's hurt, so blood, and and scars, and...yeah. o//o

by the way, sorry about any random "Britnie has uploaded new userpics!" if you get them. XD I like changing out my userpics.
If you want to (though I doubt it) use any of the 3 icons above, go for it! XD It took forever to color them, though, so credit me, kay? /awkward and kind of full of herself moment.

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are. Comments are going to be screened so none of you will know if I'm über-popular who gets over 100 comments on this or a total loser who doesn't get any.

And, in my next post, a quickie update because I'm really needing to get some work done. ;~;

and I just realized that I also have to write my entire speech by tuesday. ;~;

But I'm taking THESE?!?

...some of the answers are just plain creepyyyyyy (in the way that, most of the time, I get involved. As in, kannachan27&kannakitsune are involved in some way, some form. @_@)

















LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I HAVE NEVER LIKED STARWARS. It just looked like fun :3



Oshit, I'm pretty stupid, ain't I? DDD':










And, umm, yeah. No more, please. Seriously. I need to get this fucking homework done ;~;

Yayyyyy memes~
I remember when I said I would never do any of these, and if I did, I wouldn't post them. HAH. I HAVE MADE A HYPOCRITE OF MYSELF. XDDDD It seems like I post a lot of them now, huh? <33

Both are from snikcidylime~

o1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
o2. List (and upload, if you feel like it you better upload) 5 songs that start with that letter.
o3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
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My letter was "T"
01. The Package - A Perfect Circle
02. Thanx Givin' Day - Miyavi
03. The End - The GazettE
04. The way I loved you - Taylor Swift
05. This is Halloween - Marilyn Manson

...I feel like I cheated... They all start with "the" D:

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on..

1. When did you get LJ, and why did you start?
According to my profile: Created on 2007-06-03 23:08:28
I started because 1) Dual posted things I couldn't read on ffnet here, and 2) I was reading a Dir en Grey fanfic on LJ and it was so much easier to have an account :3

2. If you've switched usernames, what was your first username?
I haven't switched usernames on LJ, but my first username anywhere was bmw218 (initials and birthday, thanks mom -_-;;)

3. What site do you frequent the most besides LJ?
Yahoo! 'tis my homepage and primary mail function, lol.

4. What is something you're interested in? Talk about it.
Oshit, what am I interested in? Uhmmmmmmmmm... Fairytales.
I love fairytales<33 And rediscovering my childhood<3 Hell, I've even got three YA books that are pretty much fairy tales! "Tithe: a modern faerie tale," "Valiant: a modern tale of faerie," and "Ironside: a modern faery's tale." They're probably some of my favorite books<333
And, really, fairytales can be so innocent, or the most twisted thing imaginable. I think that's what I love the most about them<33333

5. What's your fandom right now? Tell me what you like about it.
Well, I think it's Reborn!, but what do I like about it? Jeeze... Well, I like that it's somewhat small, so I can recognize names and who writes what, draws what, and everything. I have something to connect people to. Umm, I haven't really seen anyone get all up in arms about somebody not liking this person or that person, or pairing. In fact, I've seen people just fall in love with something off the wall!! (Like Destiny's Lambo/Hibari idea, which is totally cyuute~) And everyone's so nice~~<33

Hopefully there will be an update with some substance later, but, umm... yayyyy meme?<33

...It's still the 14th in my time zone.

Now that that little schpeil is over... WELCOME to my new friends pockypower & snikcidylime! I hope to become good friends with you both!


Now, since I didn't have anything to do today, and it was long overdue, I thought that I'd spend the day beautifying myself. That's right, I was girly all day. I did my nails and spent hours on my makeup, played "dress up" with actual dresses... and I had fun doing it.

I even have a few pictures!!

( Have you ever wondered what I look like? Well, here are some pictures! )( Have you ever wondered what I look like? Well, here are some pictures! )And that's pretty much my day, told by pictures. Though, I wore 2 other outfits: One was a really short black dress that I found in my closet (didn't take any pics, though.) and the other was an adorable tan skirt with a white tanktop and tan/brown scarf... I couldn't get any pics of the whole outfit, though. Dad wouldn't take any.

I also walked around in high heels. It's been forever since I've worn them.

Oh yeah. A meme:

YOU
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live?
4. What makes you happy?
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to?
6. Do you read my journal?
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. What do you love at the moment?
10. Favorite place to spend time?
11. Favorite lyric?
12. The best time of the year?

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what i like about you.

Stole froms1nfulxs0ul~
 
RULES:
* Pick your birth month (see the list at the end of post).
* Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.
* Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
* Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.

- FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

 

( insert other months here~ )

...I really need to watch the news more often. If I'm not watching, I won't be able to take part in discussions in my Participation in Government [PIG] class. Which, I realized this morning, happens a lot. Like, we talk a lot.

and I have to figure out something for my homework~ what everyday, ordinary items do you have in your house that don't have a clear purpose? My assignment was to bring in three of them and we will classify them as if we were archaeologists of the future, giving the items purpose and such. Whatever that means. =_=;;
I don't like my new creative writing class. I can't talk to people and I like Speech better..!

a meme from yuidirnt !
"Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own."

My letter: S

( If it was an R, I'd say RANDOM<3 )

Amanda's making fish for dinner~<333 I love fish<33 'xept when it looks like fish. If it's like a fish sandwich or something, I'll eat it. Regular fish just gives me this "ewww" feeling. I dunno why...

Anywho, I filled out my FAFSA today!!! YAYYYY I got that part of the financial aid thing done. My dad's an ass, as usual. He was all like, "You don't know anything, let me do this. Move out of my way. You screwed up my computer again!!" etc etc etc. That was about 6 hours ago, but I'm still pissed >:[
I know what I'm doing, I read the questions, and I read like 20 times faster than he does! The only reason he needed a PIN was so he could sign the damn thing, and the only reason he needed to be involved in the process was to give me his numbers and stuff. GRR.

( Oh shit, talking about my mom.. )

I spent most of yesterday searching for a fic I wrote when I was in Florida. It's a Haru/Kyoko fic, I remember loving it and wanting to share it, but I don't remember if I ever typed it up or shared it or whatever. So I went searching.

I found one page of a different KHR fic that I was writing at the same time, 5 yaoi manga, 2 yaoi novels, clothing, old stories, candles, $2.00, makeup, notebooks, sketchbooks and random other things. I didn't find the Haru/Kyoko.

I started rewriting it, but I couldn't remember how it went... and it didn't have the feel of the original, so I left off in the middle of a sentence. ;~; I really wish I could find it...

The smart thing to do would have been to search my archives on here to see if I posted it, but I still haven't done it. I ended up going through my tags to find it. I also realized that half of every fanfic I've written and shared on here wasn't tagged as "fanfiction," so I spent a good 3 hourts going back and re-tagging. I still don't know if I got everything.

Gotta go clean now, before I completely forget and my dad bitches at me tomorrow... DD':

And even though mom'll be here around 12:30ish in the morning and I can totally be sleeping and avoid her, something tells me I'll be spending my time online til around 2am, at least.

Okay. First thing on the list: memes

from yuidirnt:

( general about-you meme )

And the 200-question KHR meme from jrocking_fool:


( the insanely long 200-question YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH KHR WHEN... meme )

SECOND ORDER OF BUSINESS:


WELCOME NEW FRIENDS :]

Yeah, so. It's 5:30am, right? And I'm awake. But. That's not why you're going to slap me.

Nope, it's the fact that I haven't gone to sleep yet, and there's no good reason. I haven't written anything, I reread a fic that I loved [I would know you by Dark Ki on ffnet] and have three others that I've been meaning to read all day, but have not.

Oh, and I feel like sharing this:

the dir en grey friending meme

Which I just filled out. Like, not even ten minutes ago. So, if any of you on my flist like Dir en Grey, go for it! :]

Now that I'm here, I might as well post something useful, huh? XD

Umm, Gwennie managed to convince me to join her roleplay on Gaia. ;_; No, seriously. I don't really RP. Haven't exactly done it before, though I've kinda wanted to, probably ever since she started to get really into it. And now she's convinced me to join in hers.

I'm playing a guy. That's not the part that was bugging me, though. It's the fact that I'm not good with people, and well... he's the popular guy. He's the one with the large group of friends, his name's known all over the school; he's every girl's dream, her Prince Charming, and every guy pretty much wants to be him. Or something. That type of guy.

And he's the guy that I have to play. ._. I'm still a bit nervous, and I've been playing for the last....2 days. But now seems to come the Important part. As in, something Big is going on VERY SOON and I'm not quite sure how to deal with it.

Gwen's been helping me out tons, though. Very thankful for that. And, well... I'm just a bit nervous. Okay, maybe more than a bit.

Mushroom-Prince!Sora has been written in, though. Mmhm, a measly two paragraphs or so, but it's coming along. Gwen kept making me post, so I couldn't write yesterday, and today was "Dad Makes Us Bring In Wood" day, I guess. Apparently he had the day off of work. I'm coming to hate his days off.

Another bit of good news! Well, good and bad, mixed. I sent in my application to Wells College about... hmm, maybe a week and a half ago? Two weeks? Somewhere around there. Like, two days or so before school let out, I think. When I get back to school, on monday when all the homework I have NOT done is due, ohgod, hopefully my guidance councilor and creative writing teachers will have filled out the recommendations that I asked them to.

Wells is a really good Liberal Arts college that I've wanted to go to, by the way. I only decided not to apply about...two weeks before they started sending me stuff. Which was in late September or early October. 'Cuz I decided that I'd focus on teaching instead of writing aka my dad practically brainwashed me into thinking that was a more reasonable plan and I ended up doubting myself again(or something), so I didn't think it would be the best idea to apply to a college that didn't offer teaching.

Oh, and Wells is about.....$27,000 per year? Or semester? I can't remember which, but that's a LARGE number that my family's tiny income cannot afford.

But I filled out the online appllcation anyway, because I want to take my chances. :] If I get in there, then I can be confident in myself, right? I've only got to wait a week after the recommendations and transcript are sent out for my admission decision.

AND! On the 15th of January, I get my admission decision from Oswego. *_* Which is awesome. 'cuz I really wanna go there, and nobody I know seems to have any doubt that I'll get in, but I'm stil totally like jfasd; I don't think I can do it!!! and they're like, Chill Britnie. You can do it.

Is it stupid of me not to believe them? Cuz I won't. Not even if I see the letter with A C C E P T E D printed across it. Or, y'know, however Oswego decides to do it.

In other news, my sister decided to take one of my unsharpened pencils and sharpen it all the way to the eraser - or as far as she could get it. Let me remind you, she's 16, not 5. And this happened on my bed. And it happened within 10 minutes.

I don't know what to think anymore. Am I glad she's my sister, or am I embarassed? A little of both, but now that mom's not here, it seems like we get along a whole lot better. No, not seems like. We DO.

I guess it's like we're back to how we used to be when we were kids, but better: I'm not jealous of a stupid friend, and she's not as annoying. Sometimes. When she tries to stick a foot long pencil that I got for Christmas down my pants, I cant help but want to smack her. ;_; Really, the things she puts me through.

....I need to go to sleep. I'm getting sentimental over here. Gah. And I haven't eaten anything in about 12 hours. And need sleep.

<sub>I have officially told Nathan I own him, and he is mine to have and to hold and love forever more, but we're not married, and if our school had a boxing club, I would totally join it and there's nothing he can say or do to stop me. But he would laugh at me when I moan in pain and ask why he let me join in the first place, but he's a jerk who wouldn't have joined so he'd just tell me it's all my fault and laugh.

I have also decided that laughing is a BAD thing, so is smiling. Laughing makes me cough and choke and cry, and my smile just eats my face. Seriously, it hurts. I can't stop lauging, which means I can't stop smiling, and my face feels like it's being taken over!!! HELP!!

Also, Nathan needs to give the heartless back their sandwiches. They must have been yummy sandwiches, and Nathan's got a kitchen so he can make his own.

....I really shouldn't be awake at 6:00am. I should go to sleep. Thank god I'm not on MSN, or someone would be laughing at me for all of this. By the way, most of the above stupid sounding things (from Nathan is officially mine, down) were all randomly said by me at various points between four and six am on January 1st. No, I was not drunk, or high.

Just sleep deprived. So, tell me. WHY am I still awake? I have no idea.</sub>

LOVE YOU AND GOODNIGHT. I HOPE. PLEASE ;_;

By the way, the manga Uzumaki was a good read. Creepy, freaky, and just plain WEIRD, but still very good. :] I DO NOT recommend reading that before bed, though.

( Bad day turned into a GOOD DAY. YAYY )

Now, a meme! (Tagged by s1nfulxs0ul )

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

( Meme~ )

TAGGING: mikazuki_yume , juno016 , kayashi_chan , uhh... euphoriaxigbar , kawaiichan789 , shinkusenshi , Caleb and anyone who wants to do it.

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 7 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

Letter given: "C"   Given by: nanaeanaven

1. C by Dir en Grey

2. Cage by Dir en Grey

3. Cassis by the GazettE

4. Creep by Radiohead

5. Chizuru by the GazettE

6. Control by Puddle of Mudd

7.  Crying by Sugarcult

I'll edit later with the upload links; right now I have to go to the doctors.