She said Feels Fine

Check this shizz out. Approzimately 18,917 words written. That's practically 30-percent. Schweet. /delusional

I updated my novel info with little summaries and stuff lol. This is what it looks like:

Hey all! ^^ How's it going?
Surprisingly enough, things are going pretty well for me right now. I'm somewhere around 15,000 words in NaNo with all four stories... even though the only one I've been writing in is "Kaaya May" it's working! I figure that I should belt out something like 10k today and I should be on track and maybe even ahead! :o

Anyway, I decided to take a look at my wordcount goal/percentage/summary thing that I have up on LJ and I did~ Almost 30% complete, I think. o///o yay! And since I changed my layout (back to this one, I really really love it~) all my tags are laid out so I have to see them ALL... and I saw "2009 has to be a good year!!!" and was like 'I should check out my new years resolutions from last year and see if I managed to do them! Even though it's only the middle of November..." and yeah.


list made 31 December 2008, 11:45pm - evaluated 13 November 2009, 8:10pm :

-I want to gain confidence. Either by sharing the things I've written, drawn, thought--anything at all--or by wearing makeup everyday, I want to be more confident in myself.
I've shared my writing, spoken in front of people and become more courageous. I've taken criticism and given it, changed myself and all around become more confident in certain things - like writing.

-Make new friends. Real life, or internet friends, I don't care. Friends are friends and I'd like to have more of them. Or at least people to talk to. I like people. Sometimes.
How many friending memes have I participated in during the last 11 months? I lost count. I've gained so many friends here on LJ, and become so close to many people that I wouldn't have had the chance to meet if it hadn't been for them.... and I've gotten to know so many more people online and become closer friends with them than I thought would have been possible. And I'm in college, meeting a bunch of new people every day and participating in activities and clubs and... meeting people.

-Don't be afraid to talk to people. Seriously, I need to kick this habit. People aren't scary. Or, they shouldn't be.
Bolded and not sticken out because, truth be told, I am still afraid of people. I'm so nervous to talk to them, but it's gotten so so much better since December that I haven't completely disregarded it and it's been worked on so much that not acknowledging my progress would be a shame.

-Try to control this temper problem. I seem to get upset a lot lately and I don't know why.
I made a mistake in the wording: I shouldn't have said to try. I should have said to control my temper. But I think I have gotten much better at controlling it and using it in a positive way. I don't blow off the handle for no reason anymore and I am so much more willing to sit down and talk things through than I was in December.

-Improve my writing!!
If I haven't improved, I think that something really funky happened. Sure, it isn't a noticable jump - at least, not as noticeable as it has been within the past few years when I would improve in leaps and bounds - but I think that my writing has improved. What do you guys think?

-Finish a story!

-Draw more!!

-Be a nicer person.

-Get organized @_@
It is very difficult to juggle so many things if I am unorganized, so I was forced to write things down and plan ahead. Though my living space is not nearly as organized as my schedule, I think that I still managed to clear this. ^^

-Be more mature about things.
Within the past few months, especially, I think I have been rather mature about situations that I am put in. Especially when concerning my father, sister and my sister's friends... and prioritizing.

-Keep having fun.
Bold because I can keep doing it, and stricken through because I have had a lot of fun over this past year.

-Realize that IT'S OKAY to be myself, and do it more often.
Thanks to all of my lovely friends on LJ, I have become more of myself. Though, my RL friends are also to thank, and especially the friends that I made here at Oswego.

-Give my mom a chance. I need to let her try to be more involved before she can get involved in my life. That means I need to deal with the urge to hang up or walk away every time I talk to her.
And here is the biggest one, the one that I struggled with so often. The one that had me in tears, made me hurt and be hurt and put me through so much shit. But. I did it. I let her get involved. I let her visit me. I answer when she calls me and actually talk to her. Look at what I did, guys: I. Did. It.


I am very proud of myself.

For NaNo2009 [mostly for my reference, but if any of you care]:

This year, I'm combining three four things [I hope this isn't considered cheating...]:
Strength, a Katekyo Hitman Reborn! fanfiction [Hibari Kyoya x Miura Haru]
Untitled [Sakura never could let go], a Naruto fanfiction [Haruno Sakura centric, AU]
Untitled [Kaaya May], a Britnie West original fiction, fantasy...
Untitled [original Nano09 project], a Britnie West original fiction, undecided

So, remember how I share works in progress? Here are the two that I've been working on the most. Enjoy, comment and critique :] Toss ideas at me, I don't care.


Title: The left-behinds
Fandom: Naruto
Summary:[Sakura never could let go.]
Notes: In an alternate universe where Sakura wasn't paired up with Naruto and Sasuke, Sakura didn't become a ninja. (very) Loosely based on mikazuki_yume's Mouse

( Sakura never could let go )




Working title: Strength
Fandom: Katekyo Hitman REBORN!
Pairing: Hibari/Haru
Beginning idea: There are many different strengths in the world. There are many different ways to be strong. It took until now for Hibari to realize that physical strength is not the only thing a person can have. [Hibari/Haru]

( Haru's strength was very different from Hibari's. )


Random, unrelated things:
Friday, October 16th: Owen with Gregory and the Hawk at SUNY Oswego in Sheldon Hall Ballroom. Time: 7:30pm Tickets: Students are $5.00
Monday, October 19th: Laurie Halse Anderson, author of Speak, Catalyst, etc. at SUNY Oswego. Time: 3:00pm Price: Free!
Saturday, October 24th: Harvey Konigsburg Shihan's seminar in Syracuse, NY. Price: $45 (with dojo discount) Status: already paid
.........fuck yeah. This is what I'm doing with my life.

not missing, just misplaced

i guess i kind of lost myself
i'm all over the place now, just trying to make things work.
i cried last night, you know. but it was something stupid, don't worry.
just the kind of mistake that i usually make.
you know - thinking about you.
it's okay, though.
i'm learning.
i'm finally figuring it out.
maybe. i hope.
maybe this time i'll do better.
maybe i can stop thinking of you when i see him.
maybe i can just... stop second guessing myself.
i was fine, once. and then...
well. then i remembered.
you were gone and it was the friendship i missed.
but he was there, so it was okay.
i could deal.
now, it's just...
i'm lonely.
there's me and there's my friends.
then there's the people i know but can't trust,
my family,
classmates,
random passers-by who wonder at my tears that fell without my consent.
there's the one who makes me feel like you did, only in half.
there's the one who makes my heart cry out for you
but i know that you won't accept it.
then there's me.
and in the end, i'm the one who knows the least.
it's me who is trying to be strong,
lying to you, to myself.
it's me convincing myself i can deal with everything,
rejecting the help that is offered
and stumbling into the darkness all alone
it is me who is getting lost.
i ignore the danger signs, as always.
you know the ones:
the big, red stop signs
the flashing lights
the pictures of the drop off.
i pay them no mind and then...
i'm falling.
i don't know where i am
it's dark
i can't see.
but i'm comfortable here.
it's just me and, well.
those words just won't leave me alone.
i choose to go with them, finally.
so i'm all alone
in the dark
in a place that has no exit, no entrance
there is no way to know where i am
and i sit there, lean back and...
well, i start to think.
maybe you'll see me soon but i doubt it.
it's been a long while since i thought about things
well. things involving my heart.
the things that make me hurt.
i don't like to hurt, but i'll do it for you.
maybe i'll come back, bruised and broken
a little roughed up, for sure.
and it'll be a long, hard road
if you find me, will you wait for me?
will you offer me your hand when you see me?
i don't think i'll be able to stand
but if you won't then i will do what i always do:
i'll drag myself along with my body protesting
and i'll dig my nails into the dirt
grit my teeth and pull.
i hope you'll wait for me.
whoever you are.
i'm sure it'll change
at least a little
but i'll be okay.
for now, i'll stay here and try to make sense of everything.
you know, all these thoughts and feelings
the things i can't name, can't read, don't know about.
the things that never fail to make me nervous, afraid.
i'll be back sooner or later.
for now, just wait for me
okay?

 

I open my mouth and my words die in my throat. You may say that they don't die, but I can feel them. Their decaying bodies pile up, leaving behind a bad taste. It makes me want to retch, but I don't. My mouth closes tightly again. The attempt to speak was a failure and I sit down silently.

 

I feel them dying and it makes me want to cry. This panic that I feel is what kills them, I know. They resent me for causing their premature death, for not letting them live. They resent me and my stomach churns with the stench that only I can smell. The words die and dread fills my stomach. I inhale the acrid scent of decaying bodies.

 

My mouth is open in a silent scream. Silent because all my words are dead. Dead and decaying in my throat. My mind races with one thought, one accusation:

 

Murderer.

 

I am a murderer.

 

I kill the words that I try to speak and this is my punishment. Their decayed remains haunt me. The stench makes me want to retch, but as I stand over the sink, water running, I am unable. My stomach is empty.

 

I am asked a question, but the words do not reach me. There is buzzing and static and they are distorted and I am afraid. I am terrified of the woman's words, of her face which looks angry and murderous.

 

“HamieoapAreklgjghYoulksdjiOkayjkjlka?”

 

Tears roll down my cheeks and I run. Terrified, the words do not leave my throat and they die again. The pile of bodies is getting larger, the taste of their decay overbearing. It is all that I can taste, all that I can smell.

 

The dead words laugh at me and their face is that of the woman in the bathroom. They laugh at me and more words are slaughtered to send their message to me. It is a message that should have been clear to me, far before this had happened:

 

You can not escape.

 

That is the message that their decaying bodies spells out for me, and this time the tears are a relief. The salt water washes away the stench, briefly, and I can think clearly for the moment that it is gone.

 

There is no escape from this hell.

 

My dead words pile up in my throat and it is hard to breathe.

 

My dead words choke me and the tears sting my eyes.

 

This is my punishment.

YES. THAT'S RIGHT. I WROTE SOMETHING. FINALLY!!! :O

So, I have this super wicked not-so awesome idea notebook. Not-so-awesome becuase I forget the notebook, what I meant to write in the notebook, or the actual idea before I'm able to write it, or when I have something good to put in it. Or, I'll give up and start a new notebook. Or it gets too messy so I have to start a new one. Anyway. I go through it when I'm feeling like writing. And I came across a good idea!

....then I realize that, uh, all I have of this idea is what I wrote down. So I go begging, yes? And YES, Gwen is avaliable for discussion/brainstorming time! And I get enough to write...uhh. Yeah. The prologue. Which is only one page long.

BUT IT'S SOMETHING, OKAY?! AND HOPEFULLY NOT SUPER SUCKY.

So, here you go.

Title: Death's Wish
Fandom: Original
Chapter: Prologue

( When you die, remember to close your eyes. You don't want to remember the face of the Death God as she descends from Heaven to give you the kiss that shall steal away your soul. Hers is a face you wouldn't want to remember as you enter Eternity; and she'll not like the way your face contorts as you scream. )
Uhh, yeah. That's what I've got so far...
Any comments/critique would be much appreciated!
Hopefully I can manage to write more, ne~

So, ummm, I fail at life. And staying anonymous. I just don't like being anonomous...

HAVE SOME (kinda?) PORN.


Title: Rival Schools
Author: Kannachan27
Fandom/Pairing: Katekyo Hitman Reborn / TYL!Hibari/TYL!Chrome
Summary: Hibari convinces Chrome to wear Namichuu's uniform.

( Read more... )

Title: Dangerous Attraction
Author: Kannachan27
Fandom: Katekyou Hitman REBORN!
Pairing: Mukuro/Haru
Rating: R-ish?
Warnings: undescriptive sex
Summary: Haru knew that Mukuro was a dangerous man, but she couldn't help wanting him.

( She knew he was bad, on an instinctual level, on an intellectual level - had to know because this was the man who had tried to kill her beloved Tsuna-san more than once - but she always sought him out. )

....yes, I realize my LJ cut failed up there. I also know that if I try to fix it, it will all screw up ;~;

I'm writing again, kind of. It's sad how this one happened, though.
Here you are, from Britnie's own fucked up mind:

Title: Unspoken
Author: Britnie
Fandom: None
Date: 26 July 2009

( she opens her mouth and the words don't come out )

A'ight. Now, can somebody tell me how: I spent like 45 minutes uploading new icons, thinking to get a larger range of emotions and series (previously everything was SMILES *shudder*) and I somehow forget to add in a Kingdom Hearts icon while I manage to add 2 Hikaru no Go icons?!

Honestly, I don't make sense to myself.

Anyway, I've promised this a million times: fanfiction updates. And, well, I've been writing a certain Kingdom Hearts fic since late July 2008 for my BFF Gwen's birthday. Yet I've only shared maybe 2 chapters? And this was right after I wrote them. Well........I revised them. I've written up to chapter 9 (which is half done). I've refound my love of this story.

Oh, and I've decided that I don't feel like doing work right now. And that I want to upload them. Regardless of Gwen's opinion on that fact. Sooo... I decided that I was going to put them up on LJ.

Title: Love Me Under the Sea [chapter 1]
Author: kannachan27
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Character/Pairing: eventual Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas
Warnings: AU, mermen, etc etc
Summary: Sora's a merman who can't seem to grow up. Riku's a human who can't seem to move from the sea. Roxas doesn't want Sora to be hurt. And Demyx? Demyx just wants to stop worrying.
Dedication: mikazuki_yumefor her birthday present, and listening to my begging for ideas. Really, I'm hopeless without her. Hope you like it!

Chapter One:

( Chapter 1 )

Chapter Two:

( Chapter 2 )

Chapter 3:

( Chapter 3 )

HEYYYY I'M BACK<333 KINDA. LOOKIE, THOUGH, I HAVE FANFIC!!!

Title: This Love
Author: Britnie
Fandom: Spiral ~suiri no kizuna~
Character/Pairing: Hizumi/Ayumu
Summary: They were Adam and Eve, so why shouldn’t they fall in love?

Warnings: I butcher canon. Sorry about that..
Dedication: To Jessica. Why? Because you suck, I was still sick, and I love Hizumi and Ayumu and you made the bug bite me again ;~; IHU<3

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( They were Adam and Eve, so why shouldn't they fall in love? )

Edit: Okay, so.. LJ hates me. I can't reformat this now because of this. I hope that there isn't much more wrong with it other than the italics (but there probably is...)

 

Um, yeah, as the subject up ther implies, I'm not dead. My computer is just terribly, terribly stupid and horrible and... well, not-wanting-to-work lately. hey, that sounds like me!!

BUT! My internet finally decided to work today!! YAYYYY~ So, as promised, I have some things to share with you all! Yeah, I know, it took a while..

These are only the first two, though. The ones that I've worked on most recently and (I think) the ones that I need the most help/input on. Also two of the least serious XD

Title: It’s not the model who’s the attention whore. It’s the photographer.
Fandom: Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Pairing: Mukuro/Hibari/Chrome
Dedication: for Nana-san~
Warnings: AU, models, photographers, Hibari, Mukuro, crack?

Status: oneshot, i n c o m p l e t e

 

( The only photographer who Hibari has not bitten to death is Mukuro; the only model that Mukuro has not driven out of the business is Hibari. Unfortunately, they are stuck together. And did I mention that Hibari absolutely hates Mukuro? Didn't think so. )

...and after that, I'm stuck. I don't know where to go from there... I was writing it, and then I had to stop writing it... and then I came back to it a day later and couldn't figure out what I was writing... and I've gone back to it weeks later and added a line and now I go back to it and can't figure out how to continue. D': 

 

Sora the mushroom prince:

NO, I have not given this one up.. for anyone who remembers it lmao. I've actually written in it recently... but, once again, I am stuck.

Title: Prince Sora, of the Mushroom [what kind of name is that?]
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairing: Riku/Sora?
Warnings: AU-ish, crack, boredom, idk?

Status: undetermined, i n c o m p l e t e

( In which Sora is a prince, Mickey is his father, they live in Mushroom Forest [ie, Wonderland], Sora is Bored, and I think I'm going to make Riku a fairy.. )

So, There's more than there was before. Like, a whole page more. But once again, I'm kind of stuck. And by "kind of," I mean completely and utterly stuck. So much so that I started writing down anything that came into my head. I was pulling things out of my ass and hoping that they worked.


and when I say "I think I'm going to turn Riku into a fairy," I'm not joking. I really think I'm going to do it. I'm not sure why, but it sounds like a fun idea. But...maybe that's just when Sora first sees him. I'm not that mean.


Also, I don't know why I decided to make Sora want to sneak around like he's a super secret spy on a mission or something. It sounded like a fun idea at the time. Sora agreed. Riku said it was stupid. Britnie decided to go with it.

So, there's the first two. @_@ Any comments, critiques, suggestions, random ideas or inspiration sharing would be greatly appreciated!!

ETA: And of course LJ decides to screw everything I copy/paste up.... from a glance through, it looks mostly like it's just the italics (because half of the fic isn't supposed to be in italics, yanno) but I guess I can live with that for now..

❝ what's your genre? ❞

And last night I spent a lot of time coloring some manga pictures. Mainly because I didn't want to do homework. =_=;; Senioritis is hitting me hard. Buuuut I was expecting it, sooo~ yeah.

First, the manga colorings, and then:  icons. Because I felt like making icons too :]
( Manga colorings [3]Nabari no Ou [3]Shugo Chara! )
Now, for the icons! However few there may be..
( [3]Icons )

How sucky is it that I was expecting more? Of both? But, sadly, I didn't finish and I didn't save the few that I was working on before. Or they all sucked. And it took hours of coloring... for all but Tadase. xD He was simple. Iku and Amu? TOOK FOREVERRRRR for both pictures. And Yoite~<33333 I was scared because finding the DAMN COLOR. And I chose pictures where he's hurt, so blood, and and scars, and...yeah. o//o

by the way, sorry about any random "Britnie has uploaded new userpics!" if you get them. XD I like changing out my userpics.
If you want to (though I doubt it) use any of the 3 icons above, go for it! XD It took forever to color them, though, so credit me, kay? /awkward and kind of full of herself moment.

i finished my current events so let me sleeeeeep ;~;
i don't care if i dont know if i have homework for my other classes or that i never responded to  mike's message. ;~; sleeeeeeeep

in other news, i am madly in love with the song "I knew I loved you" by Savage Garden. Old song, yes, but I just figurured out the name and who sings it. Does anyone have it/know where I could get it? And like, anything that sounds like Savage Garden? Or savage garden albums/discography??

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are. Comments are going to be screened so none of you will know if I'm über-popular who gets over 100 comments on this or a total loser who doesn't get any.

And, in my next post, a quickie update because I'm really needing to get some work done. ;~;

and I just realized that I also have to write my entire speech by tuesday. ;~;

But I'm taking THESE?!?

...some of the answers are just plain creepyyyyyy (in the way that, most of the time, I get involved. As in, kannachan27&kannakitsune are involved in some way, some form. @_@)

















LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I HAVE NEVER LIKED STARWARS. It just looked like fun :3



Oshit, I'm pretty stupid, ain't I? DDD':










And, umm, yeah. No more, please. Seriously. I need to get this fucking homework done ;~;

Okay, so I was gonna post something yesterday, but ugh. By the time I came upstairs, I had a massive headache and I was really really exhausted. So I didn't post anything. :'[

Anyway, my birthday was fun :] Debbie gave me 2 beautiful red roses, and her brother's wife got me some other things. Like Cherry Blossom lotion and shower gel<3 I took a lot of pictures, too. They came out pretty good, so maybe I'll post them later..

My "brother" Johnny stopped by, too<3 He's gonna turn 21 in like, 8 days. But he came over to tell me happy bday and to bother my dad about something. Idk, but dad was working so Johnny stayed anyway. Amanda ended up giving him a massage (on my bed!) and I surfed the 'net some more lol. Then he left a few minutes before my dad got home. Okay, so maybe around half an hour before dad got back.

Yesterday was supposed to be a good day, but it didn't really turn out that way :[ I woke up to my sister and her best friend Liz screaming about something, and then found out that Amanda invited her boytoy Cory over. Damn 15 year old boy >< He kinda really annoys me, but he annoys my sister, too, and she's thinking about breaking up with him. But anyway.

I went downstairs for the first time all day and there they were: Amanda, Liz, Cory and...Johnny? When did he get here? Yes, Johnny somehow apeared and I didn't hear it.

From that point on, my day got worse and worse. Amanda and Johnny made cookies when Cory left and I really really REALLY did not want to eat them, but I ate 2 just to make them happy. They didn't taste too good. >< Apparently they were oatmeal, peanut butter, hershey's kiss and sugar cookies?? All mixed in one.
Then I decided to get in the shower cuz my mood was going wayyyy down. I'd already felt like crying a bit, for some reason. I felt better when I was in the shower and I got out, I smiled and started getting dressed and everything.

Of course, just when I got all dried off and everything, Johnny knocked on the door and I opened it only to get sprayed with a fucking water bottle. That one actually made me cry for some reason. Johnny apologized and left, I read Shugo Chara! and ended up falling asleep.

Today's a better day, though. I'm writing Nana-san's model fic! XD I've got about 2 pages written already and I'm not quite sure where it's going, but I feel bad for Hibari. Chrome has just made her first appearance. I've got no idea if this is turning out like either of us thought it would, so apologies in advance!!

I have to clean my room again -_-;; Between looking for clothes and trying to find my homework, my room has ended up as a mess!! And my party is tomorrow!!

Speaking of which, Daisuke and Nathan are the only ones spending the night >////< Yayy Daisuke<3 But I'll have to figure out something, ne? And hopefully dad won't be so uptight. I mean, I'm not going to do anything with them (as far as I know, anyway lol jk) and, really, it's not unusual to be awake until who-knows-when in the morning and have them fall asleep on my floor. Or for me to make somebody sleep on my bed. Or for Nathan to use me as his own personal pillow/matteres/cuddlebunny.

I haven't gone to apply for the job at the Dollar General yet. >< I don't know when I'mma do that. Maybe Sunday? I'm not sure... and it's hard enough for me to get my homework done as it is. Ah, whatever. Maybe I should just do it and see how things go.

But, umm, yeah. I'm bored and on MSN if ya wanna talk. I'll probably just be writing and stuff for right now, so~ I can talk lol. And maybe I'll post the pictures from Wednesday later on, along with that Riku/Sora oneshot I mentioned and (if I finish) Nana-san's MukuHibaChrome<3

YES, Finally!!!! I think I'm making myself sound more awake than I actually am... ^^; *just woke up* But whatever. I have to remind myself to wait a little while before I start writing anything. then again, the best things I've written have happened at like, 3am when I didn't go to sleep... though, Gwennie says that they're the crackiest, or they're the most angsty.

Speaking of writing and 6918~ What kind of drabble/fic does Nana-san want? Cuz I remember seeing a request for a 6918 drabble on the poll yesterday. I didn't write it yesterday, but I can at least try to start one! and finish the Chrome/Tsuna!!

cuz yesterday I was helping my daddie install the adapter thingy so we can have a home phone. Yes, that's right. Britnie no longer has JUST a cellphone! I used it, too~ even though it was just to see if Nathan and Daisuke were coming to my bday party (which they are, but it's up to Daisuke if they stay the night *crosses fingers*)

I also cleaned my room up a bit~ I've just got to finish the stuff on the sides of my bed (mainly binders, folders, papers, books and, umm, clothing x_X) and it shall at least look clean! After 2 weeks of work, it's getting somewhere!!<3

Hmm.. omg should i say it?! yesterday I found some of my old fics. Well, stuff from 2008. Like, a Zemyx fic I wrote for 6/9 day. I read it, didn't like the first two pages, but the rest was pretty okay. I guess. I dunno if I'm going to type it up, but if I do I know I'm going to have to do some rewriting XD

I also found a WIP Riku/Sora oneshot that hasn't been touched in like...months. Since August, at least. So I think I'll take off the last section and share it cuz I happen to quite like it. And it's closer to my current writing style and ideas.

Random question: Why do I always feel like writing on my birthday??

Gah, I'll post something later~ Debbie wants me downstairs.

And I think I 'm missing like, everything that I wrote before this O_o But whatever, it was somewhat nonsensicle babble. XD

I think this birthday party business is more trouble than it's worth, truthfully... Sighh

Yayyyyy memes~
I remember when I said I would never do any of these, and if I did, I wouldn't post them. HAH. I HAVE MADE A HYPOCRITE OF MYSELF. XDDDD It seems like I post a lot of them now, huh? <33

Both are from snikcidylime~

o1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
o2. List (and upload, if you feel like it you better upload) 5 songs that start with that letter.
o3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
</em>
My letter was "T"
01. The Package - A Perfect Circle
02. Thanx Givin' Day - Miyavi
03. The End - The GazettE
04. The way I loved you - Taylor Swift
05. This is Halloween - Marilyn Manson

...I feel like I cheated... They all start with "the" D:

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on..

1. When did you get LJ, and why did you start?
According to my profile: Created on 2007-06-03 23:08:28
I started because 1) Dual posted things I couldn't read on ffnet here, and 2) I was reading a Dir en Grey fanfic on LJ and it was so much easier to have an account :3

2. If you've switched usernames, what was your first username?
I haven't switched usernames on LJ, but my first username anywhere was bmw218 (initials and birthday, thanks mom -_-;;)

3. What site do you frequent the most besides LJ?
Yahoo! 'tis my homepage and primary mail function, lol.

4. What is something you're interested in? Talk about it.
Oshit, what am I interested in? Uhmmmmmmmmm... Fairytales.
I love fairytales<33 And rediscovering my childhood<3 Hell, I've even got three YA books that are pretty much fairy tales! "Tithe: a modern faerie tale," "Valiant: a modern tale of faerie," and "Ironside: a modern faery's tale." They're probably some of my favorite books<333
And, really, fairytales can be so innocent, or the most twisted thing imaginable. I think that's what I love the most about them<33333

5. What's your fandom right now? Tell me what you like about it.
Well, I think it's Reborn!, but what do I like about it? Jeeze... Well, I like that it's somewhat small, so I can recognize names and who writes what, draws what, and everything. I have something to connect people to. Umm, I haven't really seen anyone get all up in arms about somebody not liking this person or that person, or pairing. In fact, I've seen people just fall in love with something off the wall!! (Like Destiny's Lambo/Hibari idea, which is totally cyuute~) And everyone's so nice~~<33

Hopefully there will be an update with some substance later, but, umm... yayyyy meme?<33